I am not one to post the personal and private side to my life on a media post but the most expensive loss that I suffered was that of my best friend and the love of my life.
The anxiety, nervousness, and isolation from hiding out in fear of my own government has caused me to live in a way that I could have never imagined.
This Marine is still in shock and in disbelief that the corruption runs so deep.
A glimpse into the separation of the lady that I loved. We didn’t stand a chance.
I just woke again from a reoccurring nightmare soaked in sweat. The dream is always the same. I am standing at the end of my driveway and my dearest friend is leaving. She drives to the end of the street and comes to a complete stop. I say to myself Frankie what have you done? She turns left and I never see her again.
Everyone is a bad story in someone’s story and I am no exception.
I am also not a victim no matter what happens to me in this life.
Early in 2018 I was attacked by government. Numerous laws were broken, crimes committed by agents, my constitutional rights thrown out the window.
My legal team and I took the North Carolina Secretary of State Securities Division to court 6 times. Not once did they summons me to court.
The threats, intimidation and harassment became unbearable even after moving 1,800 miles away to the desert. It was relentless.
Each state has a constitution and we also have a federal constitution. By law in North Carolina your property cannot be confiscated from you and only forensic copies can be made. The state by law is to return 100% of your property to you within 60 days. Only upon being charged and convicted can a fine, penalty or jail sentence be imposed.
In my case my property was held 578 days and then transported to NY. Then the State of North Carolina suddenly dropped their case against me.
I have posed a few blog articles and court transcripts that detail my case on my blog https://planetmillionaire.com/category/blog
Whomever is behind all of this has tremendous power and influence.
They have so much influence that they can convince a judge to reverse her decision on my case, in which she ordered the State to return my property 11 days after she signed the order.
Whomever is behind this also has influence over the appeals court and convinced 3 judges to remove my case from the court calendar minutes before being called upon.
Whomever is behind this has the influence to send FBI agents to Durham North Carolina and confiscate my property that North Carolina illegally held from me for 578 days. My property was then transported to 26 Federal Plaza NY, NY.
Someone with some serious power that is above the law has orchestrated all of this. I will never know who it is.
I could care less about the millions of dollars in property stolen and never returned. I could care less about the 6 laptop computers and brand-new phone that was confiscated. It has been so long now that I do not even remember the rest of the items that are long ago gone.
It has been 5+ years now and I am still under investigation. My case has elevated to the federal level. My legal bills are 6-figures per year and I could have easily built a custom luxury home with that money or better yet donated it to my charity.
In the past 5 years I have not allowed anyone to get close to me. Imagine disclosing at some point to a new girlfriend, before she finds out that your legal bills are 6-figures per year and that you are under continuous investigation for what you do not even know anymore.
Frequently women block or suddenly avoided me because they have read some hate blog even after meeting me. It’s on the internet it must be true. Brainwashed minds.
The only loss that I have felt since was that of my dearest friend.
There was a lady that stood with me by my side. In fact, she was the only one that was there for me.
Things spiraled out of control very fast. The legal harassment combined with Mom having health issues and being hospitalized for 3.5 months was a bit much to deal with. I was constantly flying back and forth 1,800 miles to help with Mom. All the while my legal team was telling me that another warrant, home invasion and property confiscation was not out of the question.
I was terrified that my dearest friend was going to be dragged into my mess.
I had no choice but to keep her at arms distance and had to figure out a way to protect her. How do you protect someone living under your roof?
All that I could think of was some government agency knocking at the door with a search warrant and confiscating her phone, laptop, work computer and files. I would never be able to forgive myself if that happened.
I began to encourage her to seek out new opportunity, employment, and dreams far away from me.
We argued and the topic was always the same. She was trying to love me and I was not allowing it. I am 100% guilty.
I finally pushed her far enough to leave me.
Right before she left, she sat me down and asked me to ask her, not to leave.
I wanted to, but could not be that selfish. I did what was best for her and not me.
This reoccurring nightmare of the day she left has been difficult but in time it will pass. The loss of a dear friend is tough to overcome.
The moral of the story…
Pay attention to the one that loves you the most.
When you have the chance, say “I love you” before you never get the chance again.
When life becomes insane, eliminating love is never the solution.
Years pass quickly but you know in your heart that she is happy, thriving, loved and living her best life. Be happy for her.
Even though you never hear from one of the dearest friends that you have ever known, you can still send love and energy their way.
She is gone forever but always within my heart.
I am the happiest that I have ever been even with the years of legal dilemma. At some point in the future a resolution will be made and this chapter will end.
I got off track for a bit and allowed fear to overtake me but it will not happen again.
